So hard..anything can't write at blog..

     why anything can't write at blog...cause i scare what???so hard\ n breath..at school just got my best friend know me think what only...>< but me also less say ,because at school i can't do anything...cause i scare people..scare with them and scare they feel for me...i so manything can't say out...cause i so dree ...cannot say with they...wrong at where??
     sometime we got hurt..but they can't feel it...we just can save at heart...T.T so hardship....how me can do...i cant!!!!cause i seem like useless..always let people say cannot anti it..just can collect my fake smile...oh my god...i thinking what???why suddenly like that...so let me confuse...=(....god...help me....this no seem like me...i missing my smile already...
     i really want crazy...so manything let me feel can't life at the world like that...if i think it...cause me very thing let me cumber already...occasionally i think if i just got simple brain..waw~~so freedom...cause can let all's people feel it i neuropathy...and me can happy forever...but now that feel let me so sadly...can't do anything...=(
     if i got go some hill...i will bellow...i will say"GOTＹA ~~~ CAN LET ME CALM DOWN....I AT THE LIFE LET ME SO HARD TO BREATH IT...."if our got anything hard to say must try your energy told your own best friend don't save in heart cause this feel ...let me got dread...i hope you all got anything can write at my comment...then write u own that hard feel...if u want....=)

      okay...now i write here, now i write at blog..let me got a bit can breath...=}....don't forgot forever...just we can do by own....anyone also can't help us...